who would think i can be a lead vocals for a band and won second place right away. after the battle of the bands me and my bandmates made a pretty good impression to our schoolmates, well i guess maybe the school population is too small, but anyway back then i like anime and stuff like that, i collect magazine etc. then i met this girl shes a quite type of girl but when i told her about me collecting those stuff she said oh i loved anime too i try to draw one but its not good enough, then i said ok i will lend you some, something you  can practice with but heres the deal i want too see that you improved your talents, we never really talked about relationships or something like that because i knew she had a boyfriend that time, and my classmate like her as well so i stop. and just try to help my classmate get to her, me and my classmate even go to her house one day but unfortunately i was the one entertained by her family as if im the one courting their daughter.

so i thought i think its best that i stop going to her place and being close to her and her family so that my classmate can do his stuff better off without me. but this classmate of mine thinks the other way he thought that it would be better if he stops his feeling maybe she can admit that she likes marc better than me, and so it happens we both stopped.

one day at a school party she returned my magazine without a word, and as i turn its pages i saw her art work with her signature in it, all i can say is that she really tried hard working on that art, and when i was returning her art the next day she said “no i intentionally place it there where you can see it, because its for you and i made it for you!”

i admit i was touched by those words, that i couldn’t say anything that time and it puzzles me, “did she made it just because i said i wanted to see the progress of her work or is it something else?” the last time i saw her, she was with her new boyfriend, i offered her a smile that says thank you but she just pass by me.